Sunday, 11-Jun-2006 11:46 PM

Okay, okay, so maybe it's not THAT bad. Life is good, outside of work.

Salami and I caught some fish and tadpoles from the lake and put it into this old fishtank he had and I've now grown attached to them. I feed them. He cleans the tank. That's just how I like it :)

I've also fallen in love with all my new friends below. These baby ducks are so cute! The moment you walk out, they all come running to you :)

That's super-mom duck. She keeps a close eye on her 16 babies!

Sunday, 11-Jun-2006 11:35 PM

I'm here. Alive and physically well. Just emotionally and mentally drained.

So I got through the dreaded Board Exam in May and with just three days break, I went straight to work.

My daily mantra is "I hope today is going to be a good day ( I can't wait for it to be over already) "

That's enough to tell you that I'm not particularly enjoying my job. I've cried many nights on my drive back home when the work day is over. There's little encouragement and plenty of scolding. I get asked to do a million things at once and they all need to be done NOW, Which leads to rushing and sometimes leads to mistakes and then results in being told off. The walls are so thin, all the patients can hear.

Did I make the biggest mistake in moving here? I'm still waiting for things to turn out better than where I left and sometimes all I can think is, wow, I was living in paradise and now I'm one step from hell.